Before release. Note 1:
When I released Really wanna know ya last November I thought I was preparing for a new chapter of my life. I felt happy, energetic, in love and my music said it all. Little did I know the past year was gonna be the hardest for me mentally. The world fell apart and I fell apart too. Some relationships broke, others got stronger, I started doubting myself, started feeling “sad” not being used to feeling sad (cause “I’m a positive person and positive people shouldn’t feel sad”) and I’ve paid the price of my own nature: rushing into things and decisions, jumping to conclusions and not allowing myself to feel down. I was at my lowest and I barely recognized myself... Here’s what people see about me most of times but what is in my next release deals with that part of me I’d never like to allow myself to be cause I don’t like it... Useless to say that writing music has played a key part in helping me and being my therapy those times and you know I am a sucker at pretending. So here’s the first of many notes of my truth.
(With attached all of my highest most stupid moments to keep everything very me and a little less dramatic cause life is very amazing❤️)
25 more sleeps till a new start.
#note1